1st May

I am going home in 27 days
I am starting to get nervous now...i have become so accustomed to this way and these people and as unhappy as i am i am scared to face the real world again, have responsibilities.

Well Bobby is here..I am so excited, it is like being back in London for training all over again, we still take turns making tea at each meal, he is awesome.. taught him and Nicky how to box today cos i am busy taking all the classes cos they don't know how to do everything.
My feet are in such pain once again, it has now moved to my knee on one leg so I am going to the doctor tomorrow, I can barely spin and Yoga is painful..

had a fight with my manager on Sat night...what's new, she blamed fitness for losing keys that the whole Spa uses. Spoke to the big boss Tim yesterday and gave him a piece of my mind, i told him that I do not agree with the manager calling her staff "bitches and Dickheads" and I don't agree with how things are run around here. It is also hard having to train new people all the time as we can't get into any kind of rythm. So i feel better..

Tonight Bobby, Justine and I went to go watch the show 'Marquee' then went to Olive or Twist that is is a bar that overlooks the occean on the 14th level of the ship. We then went to the chapel and Bobby "married" Justine and I at the alter. got back tot the cabin and our 2 american friends Melissa and zanna were making 'Smores' which is lighting marshmallows, then squashing it between 2 honey buscuits that already have a piece of choc on it.. it is aparrently a big american tradition when they go camping, i feel ill from all the choc now..

tomorrow Justine and I are off all day so we are going to Lunch with all the dancers.